i think i can i think i can....

8 more days of class/clinic til Thanksgiving break

Just one more case study paper (+all the research), present finished presentation, make one more presentation, 3 tests, 3 quizzes, physics hw, 4 days of working, early thanksgiving celebration, rotate tires, buy groceries, dr appt, kitty to vet, plus whatever else gets added on.

cake, right? :/

burnt out...

I could go for a spot on this bench right about now...

Other people's opinion of you does not have to become your reality.- Les Brown

Spirit can walk, spirit can swim, spirit can climb, spirit can crawl. There is no terrain you cannot overcome. ~Terri Guillemets

Pay no attention to what the critics say. A statue has never been erected in honor of a critic. ~Jean Sibelius

It was a rough day in the ER... nothin like someone putting you down in front of everyone. Time #2 in all my clinic rotations that I wanted to cry. And it was the same place as time #1. How ironic. I despise being a student today.

New day.

Man is fond of counting his troubles, but he does not count his joys. If he counted them up as he ought to, he would see that every lot has enough happiness provided for it. ~Fyodor Dostoevsky

We are seldom happy with what we now have, but would go to pieces if we lost any part of it. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960

If you observe a really happy man you will find him building a boat, writing a symphony, educating his son, growing double dahlias in his garden, or looking for dinosaur eggs in the Gobi desert. He will not be searching for happiness as if it were a collar button that has rolled under the radiator. He will not be striving for it as a goal in itself. He will have become aware that he is happy in the course of living life twenty-four crowded hours of the day. ~W. Beran Wolfe

i've never been more lost by whats going on.... scared, confused, and tryin to stay composed.

i will pray, because beyond that...i have no idea what to do or think anymore. my heartaches thinkin of the worst. i just want the ability to erase it from my mind.

what a deal!

Highlight of today-

finally went to use my VS coupon that is good through today. expected to only get one bra for the going rate of 50 buckaroos. Oh no....2 bras, 1 underwears for about 42 bucks. I must have looked like I had a rough day walkin in there in my baggy scrubs and frumpy hair. The girl looked like she pitied me and gave me a better deal than was neccessary. So yes...thank you ms. VS worker girl (ya know...tryin to sound like those bud commercials).

2 tests, 1 presentation, 1 project, 2 quizzes, and hospital rotations.....and a partridge in a pear tree.

delirium is setting in...and its monday. wish me luck, this week is a doozie. yep. ddooozie.

Inspiration

Lately...

Life is a struggle.

I'm not sure what's happened to me or my happiness. So I'll keep on tryin...because that's all I know to do.

And maybe buy some music. :/