"Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - Nicholas Sparks

Have you ever worked so hard for something and the fear of something out of your control going wrong makes you sick to your stomach? That's the feeling I have about applying to the Radiography program. This is my goal, what I tell everyone about, the thing I feel most driven with....so I have found myself completely fearful that my transcripts will get lost in the mail, or there will be some requirement that I overlooked and haven't met, or there will be 20 something "better" candidates.

I suppose it's been awhile since I've wanted something so badly, and fully put forth the effort to get there. I think I'll feel much better when my Ark. transcript reaches me and I can get all my transcripts sent in to the health sciences center. Then comes a grueling waiting and seeing process.

So nervous. Just ready to have everything turned in.

i may have lost my knack for writing.... hmm

time flies!

February so soon? Time flies the older I get. Physics is still kicking me hard, actually it's what I've been working on so far today and just took a break, which is turning into procrastinating. Maybe I'll make a real post later. I should hit the books.

I'm in a really great mood today, even though all I have in front of me is homework and studying. Just happy.

and also, I'm pretty excited. The Fray's new cd comes out Tuesday :)