"Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - Nicholas Sparks

Have you ever worked so hard for something and the fear of something out of your control going wrong makes you sick to your stomach? That's the feeling I have about applying to the Radiography program. This is my goal, what I tell everyone about, the thing I feel most driven with....so I have found myself completely fearful that my transcripts will get lost in the mail, or there will be some requirement that I overlooked and haven't met, or there will be 20 something "better" candidates.

I suppose it's been awhile since I've wanted something so badly, and fully put forth the effort to get there. I think I'll feel much better when my Ark. transcript reaches me and I can get all my transcripts sent in to the health sciences center. Then comes a grueling waiting and seeing process.

So nervous. Just ready to have everything turned in.

i may have lost my knack for writing.... hmm

time flies!

February so soon? Time flies the older I get. Physics is still kicking me hard, actually it's what I've been working on so far today and just took a break, which is turning into procrastinating. Maybe I'll make a real post later. I should hit the books.

I'm in a really great mood today, even though all I have in front of me is homework and studying. Just happy.

and also, I'm pretty excited. The Fray's new cd comes out Tuesday :)

dear physics,

you are all that is evil. i hate you.

the end.

shoot for the moon

(pic courtesy of Kendra)... yes, this is my boyfriend pretending to stab me with an icicle.

in 2009 I resolve to...

-be more patient
-write my friend Jenn in Australia, because I have failed so far at ever sending anything to her
-not always be in such a rush, truly appreciate the moments
-continue to put 100% into being successful in school
-floss everyday
-think positively
-go through all the crap I own before the end of 2009 and rid myself of everything I don't need or use and donate it
-deposit money into savings more regularly
-have less jobs this year than I did in 2008 (6 jobs is a few too many for one year)
-make more time for the people I love
-love, love, love

and the one thats a far cry these days..... working out (wah wah sad trombone)

So somewhere along the way all the holidays happened and we are now almost 2 weeks into 2009! what the deuce?